Saturday 15 December 2012

The Joy of Being Restored



The Trinity's gracious presence in our lives can indeed be problematic for us.   Problematic in that when God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit bring us to partake of their loving communion of Persons relating to one another in the utmost of mutual, self-giving, and indeed sacrificial love to the extent that they are One; when the Trinity brings us to participate in their Self, the Trinity will also inevitably strip us of our false gods.  It sounds strange in this day and age to say it, but we are idolatrous.  Human beings are inherently spiritual beings which means we are created to be in a relationship with the Trinity whose image we bear in the midst of our relationships.  Sin is that we turn away from that particular relationship and yet still having the need for it, we turn to something else.  Therefore, the problem with sin is not in the first place morality.  It is idolatry.  Our problem in the area of morality is secondary and indeed the result of our idolatry. 
So, what are false gods?  Well, unlike our ancient predecessors we don't keep little figurines in shrines around our houses which we overtly worship unless of course we haven't yet parted with our Barbie's and G.I. Joe's.  Rather and generally speaking, we all have false securities to which we are devoted which we serve in the belief that we need them to live the lives we think we should be living.  Moreover, as we are made in the divine image we all have things in our lives from which we falsely derive our self-image.  These false securities by which we image ourselves are people, things, thought patterns, feelings, beliefs and on and on to which we devote our hearts, our minds, our souls, our strength in a false sort of worship only in the end to find that though they make us feel a sense of identity whether good or bad and secure in our world, they ultimately prove to be self-destructive and destructive to our relationships.
Therefore, to heal us and to restore his own image in us the Trinity manipulates, yes manipulates, our lives to bring us to freedom from our false gods and to a point where we truly experience in the Holy Spirit our heavenly Father’s love for us as his own dear children, the same love he has for Jesus the  incarnate Son.  The Trinity brings us to our home in his very self so that we learn to trust his care and will for us in all matters.  Yet, to get us to that point the Trinity will lead us through a refining process in which we will unfortunately suffer, suffer because we have enthroned our false loves and securities intimately at the core of who we are and it is not easy to let go of them.  In fact, I would say that it is impossible for us of our own effort apart from the Trinity's help to rid ourselves f our false gods.  There's an old adage, "You have to go through Hell before you get to Heaven."  So it is that the Triune God of grace brings us to a point where we know the only way we are going to be happy is to rest in his love alone.  As someone once said, “If God is all you’ve got, you’ve got more than enough.”
On the tail-end of and very often in the midst of the Trinity removing our false gods from us, we begin to sense his presence with us and that the Trinity his very self is giving us the strength we need to simply love and trust him through it all.  Quite often, there comes the moment when the desire to serve that false god is literally taken away.  Then sets in the joy of being restored because God truly does begin to restore life to us where previously there was anxiety, sadness, lost-ness, brokenness, and just plain clueless-ness and even butt-headedness.  This restoration is an amazing work of the Trinity’s grace that he simply chooses to do for us his children.  We cannot earn it.  In this new freedom there is happiness and praise for God the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.  Happiness in my opinion is being lost in wonder, love, and praise in the presence of our heavenly Father through the Son in the Holy Spirit and to be that way rationally. 
2 Corinthians 5:17-21 reads, “So if anyone is in Christ, there is a new creation: everything old has past away; see, everything has become new!  All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting the message of reconciliation to us.”
The Trinity's delivering us from our false gods is not something simply for our own personal and individual benefit.  He restores us that we may be integral participants in community that more clearly reflects his image, a community through which he blesses humanity.  The Holy Spirit living in us makes us part of Christ’s body.  We live in him.  We move in him.  Our whole being is in him.  In him is where the Trinity is making us to reflect the image of himself, a loving fellowship of persons who are being-in-communion.
The Trinity's reconciling us to himself means more than just Jesus has made it so that the Father won’t get us because of sin.  It means we are united to The Trinity.  We are in Christ by the Holy Spirit’s presence in us.  Ephesians 2:17 says this means we have access in one Spirit to the Father.  2 Peter 1:4 says this means we are becoming participants in the divine nature, the divine Communion.  God is pouring his very self upon us that we may participate in his life and become more and more like him.  In and through the Holy Spirit our new being in Christ is that we share in the relationship of God the Father and God the Son.  The Father loves the Son and the Son loves the Father and all who are in the Son, in him, share in that love.  To be reconciled to God is to share with Christ in the Father’s love through our union with the Son in the Holy Spirit.
Christian faith is ultimately about God’s love for his children and our partaking thereof.  Throw religion out the door.  God in his staggering love for us, his children, has been for our whole lives trying to get us to feel, understand, trust, and live in his love for us.  For too many centuries the church has preached a false, coercive, powerless gospel that said “Get yourself right with God so things will go well for you eternally and maybe in this life.  Confess Christ and live faithfully so you can go to Heaven when you die.”  All I can say is that when I’ve tried to get myself right with God all I’ve wound up doing is feeling like a miserable failure and I don't think that I am alone in that experience. 
There’s another way, look back on your entire life and dare to presume that God the Father loves you because that's how Jesus the incarnate Son has revealed him to be.  Presume the Father's love.  Presume that he has been doing wonderful little yet great things to prove it to you and you will, I guarantee, you will begin to feel and understand how much your heavenly Father loves you.  This is where faith is born.
Myself, I remember my first heartfelt prayer, a prayer other than the “bless Mommy and Daddy” prayers we teach our children.  I was five and had had my first experience of playing with the older kids up the street.  For several days in a row I came home in tears because I was the little kid, the identified target for big kid torment.  I remember staring out the living room window and praying, “God, what’s wrong with me that other kids won’t play with me.”  I never got an answer so I guess there wasn’t anything wrong with me but within a couple of weeks a little boy Ronnie showed up at my front door.  He had just moved in across the street and we were best friends until well after high school.  I can look back over my life and find it full of so many things like that.  No matter how bad the circumstances of my life got, the Trinity has always been working through that bad to make me better for you.  Things like that are the core of faith, by them the Trinity brings us to experience his love and know that we can trust him through the worst of things and indeed through the times when it is he who is refining us.
I like this passage from Zephaniah for it reflects well how the Trinity works in our lives to restore us in his love to have faith.  It’s filled with how the Trinity gets personally involved in our lives.  God himself speaks and uses the pronoun “I” throughout.  God says, “I will remove disaster and shame from you.”  I will deal with those who wrong you.”  I will save you and make people praise you.”  I will bring you home.”  “I will restore your fortunes right before your very eyes.” Verse 17 reads, “The Lord, your God, is in your midst, a warrior who gives victory; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will renew you in his love; he will exult over you with loud singing as on a day of festival.”  The Trinity is in our midst, in your very lives, and in our fellowship   He always has been and always will be. 
A final thought from Zephaniah, a - if not the - predominant way of thinking about God in our culture is of this wise old man sitting on a throne, running the world, and expecting us to dutifully serve him and follow his rules and he is ready to pour out his wrath if we don't.  God as Trinity, as the loving communion of the persons of God the Father and God the Son and God the Holy Spirit is typically not the image the word God brings up for us.   Zephaniah adds another monkey wrench for us to add to having to wrap our minds around the Trinity.  Instead of our false image of God being a rather unpassioned often grumpy rule-maker/judge stoically uninvolved in our lives because it is up to us to follow the rules he made because that's the stipulation of the contract (not covenant) he has with us and whose honour we have perpetually offended, instead of that false image Zephaniah says the Trinity is shouting for joy over us.  He’s having a party over us.  Just like in the parable of the Prodigal Son in Luke when the wayward son came home, the father was there watching the horizon and when sees his son far off he runs to him, embraces him, and throws a party.  God is shouting for joy over us his children because he loves us so much.
It is the Trinity's love for us that renews us and leads us to repentance.  At the heart of our prayer life is a loving relationship with God, a union with him in our hearts.  Oh yeah, you say, what’s it feel like.  It feels like rest, peace, joy, gratitude, trust, respect, and a desire to want to please God.  Go and take some time to sit and look over your life asking God to show you how he’s been working in your life in time you will begin to know it. God will reveal it to you maybe not at first because we have to get past that “Prove it, God” mentality to sincerely wanting to know.  In time you will come to know God’s love for you.  It will become your chief work in life to keep your heart turning back to this loving relationship with God and it will deepen.  You will find that God will make it so that you can even feel love for this unseen Three-in-One in your life.  That relationship is reconciliation and it renews you like nothing else.  It heals your hurts.  It truly does.
Backing up a bit, if we are in Christ through the Holy Spirit and in him have access to the Father, access so complete that we participate in his divine nature, what should our response be to this loving Father who shouts for joy over us.  Well, join in the shout.  Live in the feast.  “Rejoice in the Lord always, and again I say rejoice.”  Worship.  Adore your Father with the Son and feast with them.  That’s the secret to happiness.  Life can be very miserable.  Worries and hurts can and do weigh us done.  Seek your rest in his love.  Let him lift your heart to join in his shout for joy.  Life truly is too short not to feel the joy.  Live in his love.  Let the Trinity work to restore you and it will blow you away...along with your false gods.  Amen.