Saturday 6 May 2017

Heart Conditions: Hearts Burning Within

One of the main denominations that joined together to form the United Church of Canada was the Methodist Church, Canada.  As that happened back I 1925 I would suspect that most of us have no idea what a Methodist or Methodism is.  So…
Methodism began back in the 1700’s led by the highly esteemed theologian and churchman John Wesley.  Wesley was an Anglican priest who was very much committed to living a holy life.  So much so that he and his brother, the great hymn writer Charles Wesley, when they were in the university at Oxford founded what was derogatively called the “Holy Club”.  English society in their day was nominally religious.  It was a group of young men who met three hours a day for prayer and studying the Bible.  They fasted twice a week and had communion weekly.  They were very dedicated to their method of fellowship, study, and lifestyle.  It looked much like what our passage from Acts described.  Someone called them “Methodists” and Wesley adopted that term for his renewal ministry that would come a few years down the road.
In 1735, John and Charles were invited by the Governor of the Colony of Georgia to come to Savannah to minister to the colonists and be missionaries to Native Americans.  Wesley hoped to do more of the later but found himself tied down to the institutional church needs of the colonists. 
On the boat over they met some Moravians.  The Moravians were Pietists, which means they placed great emphasis like Wesley on personal devotion.  But unlike Wesley, the Moravians spoke a great deal about personal experience of Christ. Wesley remarked how he greatly admired their deeply personal faith and noted they had an inner strength that he felt he lacked.  While at sea they met a storm and the ship’s mast broke.  The Wesley’s feared for their lives but the Moravians stayed assured they would be okay and prayed and sang a lot.
Wesley was only in Georgia for about two years.  While in Georgia, Wesley met an evangelist named George Whitefield.  Whitefield was known for preaching out in the open something Wesley was a bit indignant towards.  Wesley set up many smalls groups among the colonists that resembled the Holy Club of his university days and church attendance grew because of it.  He also fell in love, but the person of interest married another man.  Predictably, Wesley felt her faith commitment had declined after she married so he barred her from communion.  That proved to be a scandal so he returned to England.
Back in England, Wesley sharply felt the error of his ways and was greatly ashamed and arguably depressed.  He began to worship with a Moravian fellowship.  At one of their meetings on May 24, 1738 in a place on Aldersgate Street, London he had an experience.  Wesley writes:  “About a quarter before nine, while he was describing the change which God works in the heart through faith in Christ, I felt my heart strangely warmed. I felt I did trust in Christ, Christ alone for salvation, and an assurance was given me that he had taken away my sins, even mine, and saved me from the law of sin and death.”
          Wesley soon returned to the preaching ministry and he began to organize small groups like his “Holy Club” that would meet in homes and wherever else they could. He also began to preach very evangelistically calling for personal conversion. Wesley would preach anywhere he was invited.
          His friend George Whitefield came to London and invited Wesley to preach at one of his outdoor rallies. Wesley was indignant with outdoor preaching. He felt preaching must happen if not in a church sanctuary, then at least indoors. Yet for some reason, he took Whitefield up on his offer and found it had tremendous effect. From there he became an itinerant preacher, traveling around the countryside setting up small groups of ‘Methodists” twelve to a group everywhere he went. Through Wesley our Lord started a great renewal movement in the Church of England that spread all over England and the British colonies. Unfortunately, Methodism was often harassed and taught against by the Church of England.
I find it hard not to think of Wesley when I read of those two disciples who encountered Jesus risen from the dead while on the Road to Emmaus.  They said their hearts were burning within them when Jesus explained the Scriptures to them.  Wesley reflects similarly that he felt his heart strangely warmed when realizing in that Moravian meeting that Jesus was with him and his prior abuse of his office in Georgia was forgiven.
That “burning heart” experience was Wesley’s personal Pentecost.  The day he felt the working of the Holy Spirit.  The day he realized that the Christian faith was more than beliefs one held practicing strict personal devotion under eternal threat.  He realized the Father’s great love for him, personal love for him, expressed in Christ who was with him by the presence of the Holy Spirit.  When he died on March 2, 1791, he died repeating, “The best of all is, God is with us.”
After this burning heart experience, one could say Wesley was on fire.  His heart burned with a new passion, a passion to strive to be pleasing to the God who loved him so much.  He stepped outside the confines of the ways of the Church of England and did things that were very outside the box, things that he himself was not comfortable with at first, like preaching in the open, itinerant preaching, setting up small groups, ordaining leaders when the Anglican bishops wouldn’t. 
Wesley’s preaching was powerful.  He preached personal commitment to Christ, personal transformation in Christ, and accountability in Christian fellowship groups.  He taught committed discipleship to a church and society that was content with just giving God a nod.  The Christian faith is more than just believing the right beliefs and doing good.  It is founded on knowing Christ and his personal concern for us each and results in living a life devoted to becoming more and more like him.
I think what Wesley did in his day is a good model for the renewal that needs to happen in our denomination:  Taking things outside the church walls and establishing small groups. Our goal needs to be not the continuation of the church as we know it, but rather that people come to have a personal faith rooted in Jesus Christ that we find through the Holy Spirit who “strangely warms” our hearts” and maybe, like for Wesley in Georgia, that will have a positive effect on the pews.
Why do I think this?  Well, I’ve had my heart “strangely warmed” too. Many years ago, when I was nineteen and troubled, at the encouragement of a girlfriend I stepped outside the box of my traditional Presbyterian roots and went with her to a Nazarene congregation that met in an elementary school cafeteria.  The Nazarenes are an offshoot of the Methodists.  As soon as I stepped through those cafeteria doors I felt my heart “strangely warmed”.  There was a sweet, sweet Spirit in that place.  I didn’t get struck with an assurance of my own salvation.  That’s not what I needed.  I needed to know God was real and loved me and, people, I can tell you without a doubt God is and God does. 
Knowing that and feeling that didn’t solve all my problems, but it got me going in the right direction.  The direction the Spirit led me in was into the small groups of Christian friends that I had in university where I was surrounded by people who loved and supported me and encouraged me as I prepared for the ministry.  I eventually returned to the Presbyterian way.  Believe it or not Jesus is among us too, but we’re not so methodical about it.
Using myself as an example, if our churches want people 55 and younger to know Christ then trying to find ways to make Sunday morning more appealing than hockey and soccer or a quiet morning won’t work.  People my age and younger just don’t normally do organizations and institutions.  If we’re here, we’re the anomaly with a huge onus of reaching out to folks our age.  People my age and younger aren’t to keen on being called sinners and the messed up state of the world isn’t so much our fault.  What we do need to know is that God is real and that he loves us.  We need genuine friendships and we want to make a difference. 
We need our hearts to burn within us, to be “strangely warmed”.  We need to meet Jesus.  Coming to church on Sunday morning for public worship is important.  But, small prayer groups of fellowship and study like Wesley got going are where I really got to meet Jesus and experience the presence of God and know my prayers were answered and God was looking out for me.  I think that having a few groups like that in each of the churches of our Cooperative meeting at times other than Sunday and places other than here, and groups to which we can invite people not associated with this church just might be a worthy step on the Road to Renewal.  Amen.