Saturday, 16 September 2017

When We Don't Forgive....

Matthew 18:21-35
I don’t know about you folks, but this parable, The Parable of the Unmerciful Servant, really troubles me.  The lesson is quite obvious.  We, the disciples of Jesus, are to forgive as God has forgiven us.  That seems only proper, right, and obvious.  As God is forgiving and we are indwelt by the Holy Spirit as the Body of Christ, we are to be forgiving.  It’s that image of God thing. 
That doesn’t trouble me.  What goads me is there at the end of the parable when the King in a fit of wrath turns the unmerciful servant over to be tortured until every last penny of the debt is paid.  Then Jesus says, “So my heavenly Father will also do to each one of you, if you do not forgive your brother or sister from the heart.”
I don’t know about you but this troubles me for a couple of reasons.  First, it says there is a wrathful side of God.  I like a God who is full of patience and healing mercy and love and all that, not a wrathful God.  This wrathful God image plays too easily into the hands of evil people who use it to perpetuate fear and provoke acts of hatred against those who are different from themselves.  We must be careful when we tread the precarious ground of God’s wrathful side.
Second, Jesus says that God the Father will be wrathful towards us, the disciples of Jesus – his beloved children in Christ whom he has laced with his very self by the indwelling of the Holy Spirit – if we don’t forgive one another from the heart.  God will hand us over to be tormented if we do not take the path of forgiving.  The forgiving Jesus speaks of isn’t just the lip service, legal transaction kind of forgiving we cop out on where the offender says “Sorry” and the offended says “Forgiven.”  It is a deep kind of forgiving, unconditionally forgiving from the heart, which is the seat of our motives and drives.  I’ll get to that momentarily. 
The effects on us of being unforgiving are akin to a form of torture or torment.  We have to ask what Jesus means by torment.  The Greek word originates in the world of commerce for a coin tester, the coin-biter who tests authenticity.  Its scope of meaning grows to include testing the character of a person by torture or torment.  Ultimately, it can be the evil of torment for the sake of torment.
In Matthew’s Gospel this concept of torment occurs more than anywhere else in the Bible.  It means afflicted with disease (4:24) and suffering to the point of psychosomatic paralysis (8:26).  Jesus healed people suffering from these torments.  The demons who possessed the two “Garasene demoniacs” when they recognized Jesus shouted out, “What have you to do with us, Son of God.  Have you come to torment us before the time?” (8:29).  Jesus cast them out into a herd of pigs.  Then, immediately after Jesus feeds the 5,000+ he sends the twelve disciples out on the Sea of Galilee in a boat by themselves and a perilous windstorm erupts.  The boat is tormented (battered) by the waves.  Jesus comes walking on the water.  After Peter’s failed attempt at walking on water, Jesus got in the boat and calmed the storm. 
In all these cases Jesus ends the torment and heals its effects on people.  For the demons, he turns it back on them.  But here, according to this parable, if we take the route of unforgiveness, we choose to revert back to a “prior-to-meeting” Jesus state of torment.  When Jesus comes into our lives he sets us free from our inclination towards unforgiveness and by the power and presence of the Holy Spirit gives us a new heart that desires to forgive and be at peace with God, with ourselves, with those who have hurt us and also with those whom we have hurt.  If this parable does one thing, it points us to the fact that reconciliation, which means working the process of forgiving, is our primary task as Jesus’ disciples.  Being faithful people means being forgiving people.  In this world of sin broken relationships, the restored image of God in us, the disciples of Jesus, looks like people working towards all-encompassing forgiveness; i.e., reconciliation, among ourselves and in all of society.
In the last few decades there have been a number of studies done on the effects of unforgiveness on our health and relationships that add some depth to our discussion.  An article by the Mayo Clinic[1] lists the relational effects of harbouring unforgiveness.  It can cause us to: 1) bring anger and bitterness into every relationship and new experience; 2) become so wrapped up in the wrong that you can't enjoy the present; 3) become depressed or anxious; 4) feel that your life lacks meaning or purpose, or that you're at odds with your spiritual beliefs; 5) lose valuable and enriching connectedness with others.
Looking more at the realm of physical health, unforgiveness increases the levels of stress hormones in our bodies.  This in turn leads to increased blood pressure, higher cholesterol levels, weakened immune systems, and anxiety and depression all of which puts us at a greater risk of stroke, heart disease, cancer, and chronic pain.  Unforgiveness has a huge health cost.
 My summation of all this is that being unforgiving leads us into a life of lonely, bitter isolation and sickness and the costs are deadly.  As I see it, the path of unforgiveness follows the same destructive course that addictions do on our health and relationships.  In the course of my ministry I have known a Christian who chose the path of unforgiveness and, sadly, I had the displeasure of watching that person stay that course against repeated attempts to turn her back to Christ.  She routinely attacked members of her church as if possessed by a demon.  She was lonely and bitter when she could have been so loved and supported.  The people of her church did a remarkable job of maintaining her in their midst despite her attacks.
Unforgiveness is a choice, so therefore is forgiveness.  It is remarkable that Jesus uses the imagery of debt to define unforgiveness.  Unforgiveness is pridefully holding on to a feeling that we are owed something by someone who has or whom we believe to have wronged us.  Forgiveness is letting go of this pride-filled demand for restitution of our honour.  But, in the Christian it is more than that.  It is striving to be in a reconciled relationship with those who have wronged us and even more so wanting them to know the peace and love we have in Jesus. 
Forgiveness is a process, a spiritual discipline that we must work at.  This will be the first and probably only time I will agree with Joyce Meyer, who is a populist Christian writer and speaker.  She gives some helpful practical advice on how to forgive on her website.[2]  First, decide to forgive.  We won’t do it if we wait until we feel like it.  Decide to forgive, desire to forgive, and God will in time heal our emotions.  Second, we are powerless over unforgiveness so we must depend on the power of the Holy Spirit to help us forgive.  Third, do what the Bible tells us to do: pray for our enemies and do good to them and bless them rather than curse them.
I add to her advice that we should also follow Jesus’ direction in Matthew 18:15-18.  As a matter of first course go to the person and address the situation.  If that doesn’t work, take two others.  If that doesn’t work, announce it to the church.  If that doesn’t work, then you’re done with them.  Let God deal them, but still keep praying.
To be faithful disciples of Jesus is to forgive.  There’s no way around it.  There's a cost when we don't forgive.  Amen.