Saturday, 2 December 2017

Keeping Awake

Isaiah 64:1-9
I grew up Presbyterian, but I didn’t discover until I was 19 that God was communicative and could be really felt and experienced and that Church was more than something people did who were inclined to be “good”.  At that time I took an excursion among Christians of the Nazarene persuasion.   It was a fellowship of about 30 people who met in an elementary school cafeteria on Sunday morning, Sunday night, and Wednesday night.  They loved the Lord and wanted to serve him.  They felt in their hearts the worship they raised.  There was a sweet, sweet Spirit in that place.
That congregation started as a small handful of people a good 15 years before I ever went there.  I was with them roughly three years and in that time they tripled in number.  They raised enough money among themselves to buy a piece of property and build a church building with a paved parking lot debt free.  It seemed so easy, effortless.  The Lord was present with them.  That was the ‘80’s, Bible-belt, USA.
I went from that church back to my Presbyterian roots and became active in a small town Presbyterian church that had a very active family and youth ministry.  We had about 125 on a Sunday.  That church overflowed in hospitality, maturity, friendship, and support.  We grew and had to do some building modification for the afterschool ministry we had.  We did it debt free.  It was so easy.  That was the early ‘90’s.
That was all nearly thirty years ago and I humbly admit that how we did church back then is my default.  Today, I look back on those times and like Isaiah I say “Oh, that you would tear open the heavens and come down, so that the mountains would quake at your presence—as when fire kindles brushwood and the fire causes water to boil—to make your name known to your adversaries, so that the nations might tremble at your presence!  When you did awesome deeds that we did not expect, You came down, the mountains quaked at your presence.”  That, of course, was Isaiah remembering God giving the Law to the Israelites at Mt. Sinai.
Isaiah was voicing the lament of a faithful remnant whom God had brought home to Jerusalem from exile in Babylon.  They came home only to find the good ole days were not a possibility anymore.  Those living on the Land didn’t want them back and were hostile about it.  The glory-filled life they had hoped for would prove too difficult for them to build.  It’s like Canadian Geese returning after their southern migration only to find that the site of their idyllic northern home has become an adult lifestyle gated community of condos and the residents don’t won’t their teeny yards covered in geese poo like Centre Island, Toronto.  What are the poor geese to do?
This remnant of the faithful felt God had abandoned them, that God had hidden his presence from them.  It seemed God had acted from a distance to get them home but God just wasn’t with them because their hopes, their expectations of the way things could be were not being realized.  They struggled sometimes violently to reclaim their ancestral lands.  The Temple, the place where God would live, lay in ruins for generations.  The former glory of Solomon’s Temple wouldn’t be realized for over 400 years when Herod the Great “restored” it in the years immediately preceding Jesus’ ministry.  Yet, historical accounts tell us that the institution of religion surrounding Herod's temple was so corrupt that most Israelites did not believe the presence of God ever graced the place.
But what about Isaiah’s prayer that God would tear open the heavens and come and be present with great acts among his people?  Did it go unanswered?  No.  Mark recounts in his Gospel account of Jesus’ baptism in the Jordon by John the Baptist that just as Jesus was coming up out of the water John saw the heavens torn open and the Spirit of God came down upon Jesus and a voice came from heaven saying “You are my Son, the Beloved, with you I am well pleased.”  The heavens did get torn open and the Presence of God did return to be with his people to live in the new living Temple of Jesus the Christ.  Then, following Jesus resurrection and ascension, God poured the Spirit upon Jesus’ followers (another faithful remnant) in Jerusalem on the Day of Pentecost, the national feast at which the Jews celebrated the giving of the Law at Sinai.
Well, here we sit like a faithful remnant, waiting for, longing for a new revival, waiting for God to show up and be present and make things like they were thirty years ago when we knew how to do church.   What do we do?  
Well, Jesus promised he would return and he told his disciples to “Keep awake”.  It’s been 2,000 years now.  In that span of time the church has had periods of sleeping and awakening.  Today, we are the by-product of a church, a faithful remnant, that woke up 500 years ago when Martin Luther started the Protestant Reformation in conjunction with the invention of the printing press. 
As a faithful remnant of the Protestant awakening we live in the day when the printed page has been superseded by the webpage.  Information is disseminated and processed radically differently now than it was just 30 years ago.  Church isn’t where people come to find religious information.  They get it off the Internet and talk about it in coffee shops among small groups of friends.  This is a huge factor as to why when our snowbirds return in the spring they find their home churches growing smaller.  We need to adapt but simply learning how to use social media, though helpful and necessary, won’t bring people back to church.  You can build a coffee shop and people will come; but build a church…meh.
Just days before his saving death Jesus told his disciples to keep awake while they wait, so also we who live in the days of the death of the institutional church need to keep awake while we wait for God to tear open the heavens and come be present with us today.  Awake doesn’t mean be gimmicky like a multi-national fast food chain that’s the same wherever you go.  We need to be a local, slow food, home-grown feast devoted to Jesus and committed to being his disciples.  Facebook and blogging on the Internet isn’t the highway home for the church.  The road home is the long, slow road of discipleship – the living embodiment of the Jesus who gave his life for this world to feast.  Jesus’ life symbolized, signified and tasted in the meal of Holy Communion abides in the feast of the Holy Spirit-filled fellowship enjoyed by Jesus’ disciples gathered around him.
We and the Holy Spirit-filled fellowship we share rather than the Internet must be the living source of the Jesus whom people should be talking about in small groups in coffee shops.  It would be great if we as a church took the task to hand of taking a year to equip ourselves for taking our Jesus-embodied fellowship to where people meet today.  I’m talking a congregation-wide discipleship course.  This will require more from us than Sunday attendance, but will transform us.  Here’s the program – Greg Ogden’s Discipleship Essentials.  This is not fast food.  It is a sit-down meal.  But, it’s the kind of focusing on Jesus that will wake us up and keep us awake.  Amen.