Saturday, 23 June 2018

From Fear to Worship

Mark 4:35-41
Jesus said Road trip; except back then that meant getting into a boat and crossing over to the other side.  The disciples didnt know why.  Didnt ask.  They were faithfully, dutifully just doing what Jesus asked.  Then, like an episode from that psychic show back in the early 2000s called Crossing over with John Edwards where people talked to the dead, things got weird.
Its quite placid at the end of the day on the lake.  Jesus takes advantage of the opportunity and falls asleep on a pillow in the stern and spoiler alert!  this is when the disciples discover that they are more or less on their own in the middle of a big lake with a Jesus whos checked out.  And wouldnt you know it wouldnt you know it its right then that a great windstorm comes up causing monstrous waves to break over into the boat and it begins to fill. 
Though its the wind at play here, its not the Holy Spirit.  The way Mark tells the story we are supposed to think that Creation, or at least the chaotic unknown elements of Creation, the wind and the sea, have personally decided to come after the disciples with the intent to destroy them.  The wind and the sea and storms often showed up back then in a particular genre of writing known as apocalyptic of which the Book of Revelation is one.  They represent the unknown and its destructive powers sort of like what we mean when saying things come flying at us out of left field.  What will the disciples do in this massively overwhelmed with fear moment?  What can they do? and Jesus is sleeping.
Now, I said Mark is telling the story here in such a way as to make it sound like the wind and the sea are coming after them, like the Creation itself has got it in for them.  I say that because Mark says that when Jesus finally did do something he rebuked the wind.  He did not just command it.  He rebuked it, scolded it as we would someone who has done something terribly shameful.
 Now, weve all had days where it seems the world is out to get us.  But this is a bit different.  Here it seems the creation is out to get the fledgling church.  The same creation that Paul says in Romans 8 is groaning in labour pains and eagerly waiting the day when the children of God will be revealed and it will be set free from the futility of death.  We see here just how deep sin, our sin, affects the whole universe.  Sin affects everything to the extent that the creation itself would try to destroy the children of God who signal its liberation from the futility of decay to which it has been subjected because of sin, our sin.
Moving on, the disciples believe they are going to die.  They are utterly powerless before these chaotic, uncontrollable elements of creation.  No technology is going to save them.  They are utterly powerless.  They are perishing.  So they go to the sleeping Jesus with the complaint, Teacher, we are perishing and you dont seem to care. 
I think life gets that way at times.  Things can come out of left field and the next thing we know life is careening in a half-million different directions and none of them look safe and we are powerless before it.  And then, where is our Lord in the midst of itasleep on a pillow?  Thats early church code for enthroned way far off in glory.  We, like the Twelve complain, Jesus, were perishing.  Dont you care?  I think that is a legitimate complaint. 
Well, as a matter of fact he does care and this is what he does and I have to warn you that the next couple of verses (actually the whole vignette) are full of code words and phrases that the early church used to describe its situation and its beliefs.  Jesus comes wide-awake, rebukes the wind, and calms the sea and it is a great calm not a ripple on the water. 
Great calm is early church code referring us to the day Jesus finally returns and puts things to right and also to the fact that he does now for us in his time and in his way put things right in our lives in a way that gives us a new start when things otherwise seem to have ended, a way that causes or learns us to lean on him in faith, a way that creates in us a deeper trust in him and his steadfast love and faithfulness. 
Then he turns to the disciples saying not, Why are you so afraid?  But rather, Why are you so cowardly?  Do you not yet have faith?  Cowardly, Jesus calls them cowardly.  The Greek word there isn't the word for afraid.  It is the word for cowardly, deilos.  A word was used in the early church for Christians who renounced faith in Jesus Christ in order to escape persecution, for turning away from Jesus in the midst of those struggles that test our faith, for turning away from Jesus rather than going to him when he seems so obviously asleep on the pillow.  I think what Jesus was expecting from them was their standing firm in the face of the storm because they knew Jesus was in the boat with them; indeed, high expectations for so early in their relationship.  They did the next best thing and confronted the sleeping Jesus, something I'm quite prone to do.
After this rebuke to disciples Mark says that the disciples were filled with great fear or as the Greek says afraid with great fearful awe.  Fearful awe is also early church code for worship, worship that arises when we find ourselves utterly depending on Jesus for life come what may.  Before they were looking at the storm but after seeing Jesus and experiencing the calm they worship.  This experience taught them to worship in the face of fear. 
True worship arises in us when in the midst of the storms we realize that Jesus really is with us and our lives really are in his caring hands.  The hymn How Great Thou Art attempts to capture this fearful awe.  That worship is the stilled waters of what once were howling winds and a raging sea.
Worship begins with this question the disciples asked, Who then is this that the wind and the sea obey him?  Who is this Jesus who can take the most messed up of circumstances and turn them to good for us.  Who is this Jesus?  The point to this road trip that Jesus took his disciples out on a stormy sea to learn is that Jesus is himself God.  The Jesus we meet by the working of the Holy Spirit is God and as I like to say there is no other God hidden behind Jesus who is other than Jesus in the way he is towards us, steadfastly loving and faithful.  God may have to tell us were being cowardly at times but even that is meant to move us to worship, to calm, to peace, to restful assurance of the loving care with which God regards us, as we are his beloved children.  So, friends, stand firm.  Whatever may come Jesus is still in the boat.  Life quite often feels like all Hell is breaking loose around us and Jesus, if hes there, he must be asleep on a pillow somewhere in the back of the boat.  But hes still in the boat and he is God and he absolutely will not let anything separate us from the great love he has for us.  Stand firm and remember who he is and stand waiting in fearful awe for what he is going to do for you in his great love for you.