Saturday, 20 October 2018

Seeing and Salvation

Blind Bartimaeus is one of my favourite people in the Bible.  He is one of those insignificant characters in the Gospels who only show up once to show us what faith/faithfulness is.  Wed think that this would be the role the disciples play as the story unfolds, but oddly they only show us an incomplete faithfulness.  To their credit, they heard Jesus call and quite remarkably left everything behind to follow him yet they never quite seem to get who he is or what exactly is his mission of bringing in the Kingdom of God or their place in it.  But Bartimaeus, Blind Bartimaeus, the insignificant outcast, the annoying beggar on the side of the roadhe gets it Jesus and Jesus alone can bring salvation to him.  So, in desperation he goes all in making an annoying spectacle of himself.  He has faith.  He is faithful.
Well, since it is the case that when faith and Jesus meet up that salvation is the result, maybe we ought to take a moment and talk about what salvation is?  If someone were to ask us, are you saved? our first thought is likely going to be that salvation means going to heaven when we die due to believing that Jesus died for the forgiveness of our sins and we have been good and more or less faithful people.  But, is this definition of salvation really what the Bible says it is.  
Now, Im going to say something thats going to throw you back a bit and I encourage you to go and check for yourselves on this: the Bible never speaks of salvation as going to heaven when we die.  From the Old Testament right on through the New, the Bible presents salvation as the result of an act of God done to or for a person or even an entire people that brings to them healing, freedom from oppression, or even freedom from demonic possession in order to restore them to authentic human community.  Salvation is the result an act by God that either gives or restores life as God meant it to be.  
In the big picture, which involves what happens to us after death, salvation is not my soul going to heaven (though for a while we will in some form be with Christ), rather salvation is bodily Resurrection into Creation made new with a new heaven and a new earth. Humanity will be made new, immortal and imperishable and there will no longer be the disease of sin and death.  In that Day God himself will unhidden from us and we wont hide ourselves fro him.  This big picture of salvation is what God has started in, through, and as Jesus Christ whom we shall see face to face and, this salvation is what God is working in us right now by the power of the Holy Spirit.  He is making us alive now in Christ that we might live in the Day as he lives.  Thats the big picture, but most frequently salvation as we find it in the Bible is a right now event in a persons life in which God delivers us from what ails or oppresses us and he then brings us into the authentic loving community of his people and we know him more than we did before.
Blind Bartimaeus is a prime example of faith and Jesus meeting up and salvation being the result.  Though he was blind, Bartimaeus was looking for salvation, a real act of God in the right now of his life that would restore him to true life and he knew Jesus would give him that.  Bartimaeus was a blind beggar.  In his day any physical disability was seen as punishment from God for some great, secret sin.  People with disabilities were believed cursed and were ostracized especially by the religious and devout who refused to get involves with people with disabilities because they were afraid the cursedness might rub off on them.   And so, all they could do to live was beg. 
We find Bartimaeus sitting there at the roadside begging.  He could hear a crowd was passing by and when he heard that Jesus of Nazareth was par of it he began to cry out as loud as he could, Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!  Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!  Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!  Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!  Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!  The crowd, of course, got annoyed at him and commanded him, Shut up!  They were likely thinking What right did this cursed blind beggar have to address the Messiah?  But, Bartimaeus had faith, desperate faith.  He couldnt see Jesus.  He couldnt just go to him.  The only thing he could do on his part was to keep on shouting, Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!  Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me! 
Well, Jesus heard him and stopped the roadshow and gave the command and it wasnt to shut him up.  Jesus happens to respect desperation.  The command was Call him! and out went some good news to Bartimaeus, Take courage!  Get up!  He is calling you!  In a foreshadowing image of the Resurrection, Bartimaeus shed his cloak, the clothes of his old beggarly self, and jumped up from his beggars grave on the side of the road andI like to imagine him here as alive in hope, exuding hope, as he sets off groping through the blurry darkness to find Jesus. 
Suddenly Bartimaeus heard a voice, What do you want me to do?  The last time Jesus asked that question it was to James and John when several days before they had come to Jesus asking him to do for them whatever they asked him to do.  For some odd reason they thought themselves worthy of sitting at Jesus the Messiah's right and left when he became king.  They were power seeking, trying to use Jesus as the means to fulfill their ambitions for power.  But not Bartimaeus, when Jesus asked him What do you want me to do? his request was simply for salvation, an act of God that would restore him to life.  Let me see again! he begs. 
Well, giving a blind man his sight back is something only God can do.  To have asked that Bartimaeus must have somehow saw that Jesus isn't simply Israels Messiah; he is somehow the Lord God of Israel.  He asked Jesus to do something only his God could do and there was more to it than simply seeing again.  It was more like:  Give me back my sight so that I can live again.  Give me back my worth in peoples eyes.  Give me back my human dignity.  Restore me to community.  Have mercy on me.  This act of grace is something only God could do. 
Jesus answer was brief and to the point, Go!  Your faith has saved you.  Immediately, Bartimaeus began to see again.  Bartimaeus was blind yet in faith he saw the faithfulness of God working in and through Jesus the Son of God and he trusted.  He regained his sight.  He regained his life.
There is one last lesson to learn from Bartimaeus.  An analogy is at play here in that seeing is life-giving faith and blindness is its opposite, which is hopelessness and fear.  It is likely that Bartimaeus was not blind from birth, but somehow he had lost his sight.  Yet, it was his physical blindness and the societal and spiritual consequences that set the stage Bartimaeus to see.  It was his blindness that caused him to look to Jesus.
Things happen in life that challenge our sight and make us blind the death of parents, spouses, or children; marital infidelity and divorce; being rejected by our children; losing jobs; life threatening illness, addictions these are things that take our lives away and can often wipe us clean of any sense of faith we may have had in God or ourselves.  They fill us with fear and hopelessness.  But the example of Blind Bartimaeus and his annoying and desperate faithfulness is the one we should hold on to.  In times of grief, anger, and shame, crying out to Jesus for salvation in the right now is our only hope becauseseriouslywhen the time is right, he answers.  It might take days, months, even years of crying out but he answers and he saves us, he calls us to himself and he gives us new sight, a new way of seeing life as being filled with him.  Some of you have been through this blindness and know what I am saying is true and have reason to give thanks.  So give thanks, but also tell about it because there are people everywhere around you who need to know that there is hope.  Some of you are blind at this very moment.  Cry out.  Jesus does hear and will come to save.  Often, he doesnt come immediately because hes using the blindness and the crying out to heal even deeper hurts than the ones we are presently suffering.  Call out to Jesus and it is ok to be as desperately annoying about it as you can be.  Dont let anyone try to silence you.  In time he will call you and you will be healed.  Ive been there I know.  Be annoying.  Amen.