Saturday, 13 April 2019

The End

Back when I was in university I had the distinct privilege of going to a Church of the Brethren love feast.  When the Brethren celebrate Communion they do things different than we do.  It’s a big occasion so it doesn’t happen on Sunday morning, but in the evening when they can take the time to share it during a meal.  It’s a feast.  It’s as much a remembrance of Jesus last meal with disciples as it is the coming “Marriage Supper of the Lamb” that we look forward to when Jesus returns.  They have a big meal, like roast beef or chicken, a meal common to the area.  It culminates with communion.  Its very early church-like.  But, the interesting thing about the Church of the Brethren Love Feast is that you don’t eat until you’ve washed feet. 
Though it was thirty years ago, I remember this meal, my one and only experience of foot washing.  The men and women were separated.  We paired up and got a basin of water and a towel.  I was in my early 20’s.  My partner was in his 70’s.  I was styling in cotton socks and docksiders.  He wore those cushiony black shoes and black polyester socks.  His ankles and feet were a bit swollen and sweaty.  With me being a newbie, he washed my feet first to show me how it was done.  I set my feet in the basin.  He splashed water on them and then dried them off.  He sat in a chair in front of me, grunting as he had to bend to pick-up my feet.  Then he set his feet in the basin and I splashed them a bit and dried then off and that was that.
For me in my 20’s that was probably my first experience of human contact of that manner.  It is a bonding experience.  It is intimate and personal and, in a mild way, it is humiliating.  It requires humility and a sense of maturity.  You don’t go about it displaying non-verbal’s of repulsion.  You don’t joke about the experience and or fain gratitude there was no fungi involved.  It is a sacred act.
In real life foot washing can be a very profound and indeed life-saving act.  Just ask a nurse.  I’ve heard nurses share stories having to help bathe homeless, mentally ill people who’ve had the same socks and shoes on for months.  The socks have to be cut and peeled off because hair and nails have grown through them and they have fused with the skin due to fungus growth.  It’s painful. 
In Catholicism, on Maundy Thursday the Pope has to wash the feet of twelve homeless people.  I don’t agree with that practice.  I think it humiliates already humiliated people for a matter of religious “ceremony”. 
Looking at John’s Gospel, the origin of this practice of foot washing, John tells that Jesus washed the feet of his disciples before they shared what was to be their last meal together.  This meal was thus Jesus’ last opportunity to teach his disciples and closest friends.  So, we must clue in that what Jesus said and did at this last supper was of utmost importance; like a summary of everything he had taught them.
John is adamant to note that Jesus did this foot washing fully knowing that what was soon to happen.  In just a few hours he would be arrested, tried and convicted wrongfully, tortured, and executed.  Judas would betray him leading to his arrest.  While on trial, Peter, his most adamantly loyal disciple, would deny him three times before daybreak.  Then, the other ten, fearing for their lives would desert him.  Despite knowing their soon to happen lack of fidelity, Jesus still washed their feet.  Most people would not have done that. 
An obvious question to ask here is why.  Most interpreters will mention that the other Gospels tell us that during this meal a dispute broke out among the disciples as to who was the greatest of them.  So then, stating the obvious, they say that Jesus humbled, humiliated himself in this way to put a final end to their delusion of grandeur that they would rule with him when he established his kingdom, which they expected to happen in the next day or two as they were expecting.  That interpretive move may be historically accurate, but if we stay true to John’s Gospel, the obvious answer to why Jesus does this humiliating act is to demonstrate his own nature and the nature of his rule in his kingdom and to prepare them live accordingly. 
Verse 1 reads, “Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end.”  Then, John fills out the meaning of that verse.  He notes that Jesus knew what will happen later that evening and regardless, he stripped down to his undergarments, tied a towel around his waist, poured water in a basin, washed his disciples feet, and dried them with a towel.  That’s what love looks like.  Humbly serving one another is the “end” of love. 
John saying in verse 1 that Jesus “loved them to the end” unbeknownst to us English speakers is very rich in meaning in the Greek language.  We read it rather literally as Jesus never stopped loving his disciples despite the betrayal, the denial, and their total desertion.  The Greek word there is “telos” and it is much richer in meaning than that.  Let me try to fill this out.
In Pagan worship services the “telos” is the culmination of the worship service, which is the sacrifice.  In this sense, Jesus washing his disciples is a profound act of worship.  It should also shine light on Jesus’ death as being a profound act of worship in resembling the scapegoat on the Day of Atonement.  Like on the Day of Atonement it is here that Jesus cleanses his disciples of “iniquity” and takes their sin upon himself to bear it away in death.
In the world of ethics, “telos” or end means the culmination of a process of actions.  We like to say, “the end justifies the means” or its opposite that “the end does not justify the means”.  In this case, Jesus’ act of love in washing his disciples’ feet is the culmination, the end of the educational process of discipleship he had led them through for three years.  So also, in Jesus’ Kingdom the way of rule is most markedly demonstrated by love shown in humble service.  Thus, the end and the means are one and the same throughout.  The nature of power in his kingdom is best demonstrated by washing one another’s feet – and I might add especially the feet of those who have and will hurt us, the feet of friends who prove themselves disloyal, friends who betray us as do enemies.
Another meaning for “telos” has to do with purpose –the end for which something is made is its purpose.  The love that Jesus demonstrated to his disciples by washing his disciples’ feet is the end, the purpose for which he came into the world.  His purpose is fulfilled when that love is cherished, embodied, and enacted in the midst of human community.  That is what eternal life looks and will look like.  That is what salvation looks and will look like.  It is the healing of humanity. 
One last thing, Jesus’ washing his disciples feet was the final thing that he needed to do to equip his disciples for the ministry of heralding in and enacting his kingdom until he returns.  Isaiah 52:7 reads: “How beautiful on the mountains are the feet of the herald, who proclaims peace, who brings news of good things, who proclaims salvation, who says to Zion, ‘Your God reigns!”  Jesus made their feet beautiful so that they could be the heralds of his kingdom. He further equipped them for this on the evening Easter Sunday when risen from the dead he appeared to his disciples and said, “Peace to You!  As the Father has sent me, I also send you.” Then he breathed the Holy Spirit onto them. 
Having beautiful feet looks like loving one another as Jesus has loved us.  Jesus' one commandment is so important.  People will know we are his disciples by how we love one another.  So also, people will know that our God reigns by the way we love one another.  But wait a minute; let’s not be on a power trip with delusions of an almighty God who smites all those wicked people who have committed the grave sin of simply being different us.  Our God reigns in the power of self-emptying love.  My friends, our God washes feet – even the feet of those who hurt him most – that’s me and you and us together as we daily betray him, deny him, and walk out on him in fear.  Our God does not make us wash our feet to come into his presence.  In fact, the commandment is that we take our shoes off before coming into his presence. 
When Jesus finished washing his disciples’ feet he asked them, “Do you know what I have done to you?”  Do you fully perceive and understand the significance of what I have done to you.  That’s a huge one.  Do we understand that our Lord is a foot washer and that we should be and do like wise?  Do we get that?  Seriously, there is only one thing we need to understand about God and humanity’s and each of ours relationship with God – He washes our feet.  He washes everybody’s feet – everybody’s!  Amen.