Saturday, 14 December 2019

Disillusionment and Joy

So there sat John the Baptist in prison, more than a wee bit disillusioned I suspect.  The Empire struck back at him, one could say.  King Herod and his wife, Herodias, whom he stole away from his brother, often rode past where John preached in the wilderness by the Jordan River.  There were many mansions of the rich and famous in the area.  John liked to hold the two to account for their adultery whenever they passed.  So, Herodias, not liking this prophet of God meddling in her morality, got Herod to arrest him.  John was not under a death sentence, but getting out wasn’t likely unless Cousin Jesus, if he was the Messiah, got on with it. 
I say if because I think that even to John Jesus was a bit of an enigma.  He didn’t live up to the expectations of what the Messiah was supposed to be.  Faithful Jews were expecting an overthrow of their Roman occupiers and a clean up of their corrupted royals and temple authorities.  But Jesus didn’t fit that bill.  He just healed people, had some great debates with the religious authorities, cast out demons, pronounced forgiveness of sins...and he kept company with all the wrong people (whores, revenuers, and fishermen).  To the powers that he was supposed to overturn, Jesus seemed more a source of entertainment and a bit of a blasphemer than the One who was to bring in the Kingdom of God; though the size of the crowds was concerning.
So, John went and did what many a pastor goes and does about mid-career when ministry hasn’t gone the way you expected.  He sent out a hotline to Jesus wondering what was the hold up.  You see, it’s a difficult thing to come to grips with the troubling reality that God does what God does…or doesn’t do, and it seldom is what we want and expect to happen.  John sent some of his own disciples ask Jesus, “Are you the One, the Messiah who is coming, or should we wait for another?”  Jesus told them, “Go and tell John what you hear and see.”  And just to make sure they got it right, Jesus gave them a list of things that he was doing, things that the prophets of old and particularly Isaiah foretold that the Messiah would do.  Ah, blessed assurance.
So…what did these disciples of John hear?  In my imagination John’s disciples heard the sound of people praising God with great joy, a sound so loud that it seemed to be the voice of all creation resounding in joy at the arrival of its Saviour. If you have ever heard Middle Eastern people when worship comes on them, you know what I mean.  It is emotional, loud, and powerfully joyful.  If you are the type who hears the sound of colours, it was like the wanton wasteland of the dry wilderness of becoming lush, breaking forth and blossoming like the dry riverbeds in the Palestinian wilderness coming into blossom in Spring just after the end-of-winter flooding…bright purples, pinks, yellows, whites (I’ve seen that bloom and it’s beautiful.)
So, if that’s what John’s disciples heard, what did they see?  What could have caused all that loud praising?  Well, Jesus doing what God himself said he would do when he himself came to deliver not only his people but more so all of his creation from oppression by sin and death.  Weak hands were strengthening.  Unstable knees were steadying.  Jesus was opening the eyes of the blind and unstopping the ears of the deaf.  He was making the lame to leap like deer and loosing the tongues of the mute so they could praise.  He was cleansing lepers and even raising the dead.  Jesus was sending out his own disciples ahead of him and they did these things also as if to make a highway in the desert so that God’s people could come to him.  Joy was overtaking those people.  Sorrow and sighing was fleeing.  John’s disciples were seeing and hearing Isaiah 35 manifesting all around Jesus everywhere he went.  What better news could there be for the poor in the land than these signs of “Immanuel” – God is with us!?
Jesus told John’s disciples to go report what they hear and see and also sent them back with a little kick in the pants for John.  Tell John, “blessed is anyone who takes no offense at me.”  If I had to paraphrase that, it would be, “John, I am who I am and I will do as I do.  I may not be doing what you think ‘God’ ought to do.  But I am ‘God with you’.  Keep being faithful, John.” 
I can relate to John.  Faith in Jesus can be quite disillusioning.  We want a God who does what we think he out to do, but God does or does not do what he wants to do in what seems like a test of patience to us as he works all things to the good for those who love him.  It is especially difficult when suffering is involved.  As a minister, I’ve walked with more people than I care to through terminal illness praying all the way that God would heal and yet God didn’t.  Instead, what God more often does is come along side the person he’s calling home and gives peace.  Instead of fear there is the peace of Christ.
When I think of the present circumstance of the world today I get really spooked.  The environment of planet earth is at the tipping point.  The population of species homo sapiens is reaching the point of being unsustainable on this planet.  I can only think of one global leader who is a step above mediocrity, Angela Merkel.  The rest are mediocre at best and/or diabolically corrupt.  The economy is great for the rich, but the day will come likely in the next decade when economic disparity will catch up with us and the Recession of 2008 will seem mild to what’s coming.   I want Jesus to come be King Jesus right now.  I don’t want to live through a time when billions of people starve to death and there are epidemics and wars.  Then there’s the state of the Church.  My outlook on life is profoundly affected by the fact that my profession, professional clergy, is one of the fastest declining in the world.  I am not seeing the Kingdom of God grow as I hoped it would through my work.
All things considered it would be quite easy to be disillusioned with the whole God/Jesus thing.  If it were not for one thing, the blatant fact that God is with us.  In patience and in prayer the presence of the Lord is with us and there is a joy that comes with that.  These Advent themes of Hope, Joy, Peace, Love are all the effects of Jesus being with us and he has promised to be with us to the end of the age when he finally comes.  To know ourselves to be the beloved children of God in Christ upon whom he has rested his Spirit is something to be joyful about this day and always.  Where the presence of the Lord is the lame leap, the blind see, the deaf hear, the mute speak, the dead are raised.  Whether literally or spiritually, where Jesus is present healing happens; and there is the silent sound of all creation joyfully worshipping. Amen.