Saturday, 22 February 2020

Taking Time to Wait on God

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So, God says to Moses, “Come up the mountain to me and hang out there and I’ll give you the stone tablets with the Law and the commandment that I’ve written down for my people to live by.”  But Moses, being the type of person who would rather hang out on his couch surfing the web playing games on his phone decided he didn’t want to walk all the way up that mountain and wait for God to be God.  Seriously, nobody likes to wait.  He decides it would be easier pull out his trusty iPhone 8 and ask Siri.  He says, “Siri”.  Siri answers, “I’m listening.”  Moses thought to himself if only prayer were this easy and then he asks, “Can you give me the tablets of stone, with the Law and the commandment, which God wrote for our instruction.”  Siri says, “I found this on the web.”  Answers in hand, Moses foregoes taking time to wait on God to get around to being God and give him the stone tablets and starts swiping his way through the sites that Siri gave him and sharing a few with his friends and twenty minutes later he’s back to his games and never had to leave the couch. 
Well, I don’t think it went done like that but in this culture of immediacy in which we live, move, and have our being there are more than a few people who call that relationship with their phone being spiritual but not religious.  This thing where I can find get on the web and find my answers and believe what I want to believe but not have to commit to being part of anything. 
On the web you can find answers – sure, many answers; information, yes, lot’s of information.  It’s a tremendous resource.  I could hardly do my job anymore without all that reference material so readily available.  But we can’t find God on the net.  To find God we actually have to take the time to be with God, to wait on God and unfortunately God takes his time.  If we’re looking for answers to questions like “God are you real?”  “God, can I trust you?”  “What are you up to with me?”  “Why are you letting these terrible things happen?”  “Why don’t you answer my prayers?”  For those kinds of answers we just have to go to the source and take the time to be face to face with God not expecting instant results.  God takes time.  Faith takes time growing in Christ takes time.
That’s something we see here in the Exodus passage with Moses there on the mountain.  He went up to be with God.  God was there (albeit in a cloud of fog on a mountain where there shouldn’t be any fog) and, of course, God took his time to start getting to the point.  Moses simply had to wait.  Six whole days he sat in the fog and waited before God got around to delivering the goods.  What Moses did up there those six days?  Who knows?  There is no book on the shelves of the pop-spirituality section at Chapters entitled, Mountain Morsels: The Spiritual Exercises of Moses; and on the back cover is the promise; practice these spiritual disciplines for six days and like Moses on day seven God will come to you with a life changing revelation that’ll take you forty days to get.    
It took six days for God to get started and yes, that time span of six days is pregnant with imagery.  We’re supposed to think about Genesis 1, the great hymn of creation about how God took six days to build creation as his temple, as his place to come and dwell; and how he filled it with life and crowned it with humans whom he made to be his own image in the temple of creation.  These humans would be both the priests who praise God and caretakers who steward God’s creation. 
It took forty days altogether for God to teach Moses this new way of living and yes, that is another time span pregnant with imagery.  We are supposed to think of the forty days that Noah was on the ark riding out the flood that God used to cleanse his creation of humanity’s wickedness.  By these two references we are supposed to clue in that this new way of life that God was giving to his people would be as momentous as creation itself, as the flood itself.  This new way of life would help to cleanse God’s people and restore his image in the creation and bring humans back to doing what God created us to do: worship him and care for his creation.  For this new act of re-creative restoration to happen Moses just had to go and take the time needed to wait on God to be God. 
Well, maybe “wait” isn’t the word to use here.  Waiting is the inconvenient thing we do at the doctor’s office and grocery store checkouts.  God doesn’t call us to purposeless inconvenience.  The Hebrew literally says, “God told Moses, ‘Come up the mountain to me and be there’.”  God invited Moses to come into his presence and just be with him. 
It’s like that thing that teenagers do; going to your friend’s house to hang out.  It doesn’t matter what you do.  What matters is that you’re together.  You’re a part of a friendship and just being in that friendship shapes who you are.  So it is with time spent with God.  The simple effect on us of just being away from everything else for the sole purpose of simply being in God’s presence shapes and reshapes who we are.  What God and Moses did those first six days on the mountain, like I said, we don’t know.  They could have been eating pizza and playing video games for all we know.  Yet, somehow in that span of time they spent together, just being together shaped Moses to be who he was, the most influential leader of ancient Israel. 
I have to point out that this time spent with God had a scary side to it.  The mountains of the Sinai Peninsula are sheer granite walls with steep drop-offs.  Just climbing them, finding a way up and down is dangerous.  I’ve been up that mountain.  Jebel Musa they call it today.  It’s over 9,000ft at the summit.  The last 1,800ft are nearly straight up.  When Moses went up the mountain the glory of the Lord settled on it as a cloud.  The Sinai Peninsula is very dry.  Clouds do not come around very often, especially not one that’s going to linger for more than a month.  Have you ever been on the top of a steep mountain when a cloud comes over?  Clouds can be so thick that you cannot see more than a foot in front of you.  It’s dangerous.  Then there’s how it looked to people below.  They looked up and saw a fire consuming the mountain.  We’ve seen a lot of news footage the last few years of wildfires consuming everything in their path.  That’s what they saw…but there was no vegetation to burn, just a consuming fire.  That should make you scratch your head. 
Coming into the presence of the Lord is like being in a dense fog where we’ve only got our self and our own fears to deal with and it’s to dangerous to try to run from them because we might fall of the edge.  When other people see the Lord at work on us, to them the change happening in us is as obvious as a fire consuming a mountain.
There are times in our lives when God calls us up the mountain into the fog, into the consuming fire to be face to face with him so that he might change us, heal us, make someone new of us.  I wish I could recommend some spiritual disciple for this.  You know, pray this way, meditate on these scriptures, journal, maybe try fasting – the things we’re supposed to do the 40 days of Lent.  But, not everybody is wired for spiritual disciplines.  If there is anything I’ve learned the 35 years about relating to God, it is that we can’t be conjure up God by doing this or doing that.  But, there are times God does indeed call us to come up the mountain to him.  If God has called you to a point where you are in a fog about your life, about him, about faith, then he is calling you to come up the mountain to him and just be there with him.  It is best that when this happens we take the time to go. 
I find it enormously helpful in these foggy, fiery periods of life (and they will pass but we still have to go through them) I find it helpful to just sit and to make a place for God to sit too, like an actual chair, something to make me consciously aware that God is with me whether I feel it or not.  Do that and sit face to face with God and get it off your chest – your angers, your fears, your questions, your WTF’s with respect to God.  In time, God will show up and make things new and you’ll come down the mountain with something as certain as stone tablets in your hands.  Take the time to wait on God.  Amen.